Fences ...wow !

https://youtu.be/7ZD98nqejCg

PERFUME ---- The story of a Murderer

 Based on Patrick Suskind's novel about a serial killer who hunts victims with his superhuman sense of smell. This movie was brilliant r but I felt sick at the same time watching it strange combination of keep watching and can's watch anymore ...But I watched till the end...I kept trying to think like JeanBaptiste Grenouille's mind--- but couldn't wrap my head around his thinking at all ! One of those movies which will leave a mark on your psyche by leaving you speechless and perturbed at the same time.....But I loved it !

Insaan

Insaan zindagee k jhamailon mein mast ho kah ye bhi bhool jata hai kah uska yahan anay ka maqsad kia tha ... waqt guzar janay ka ehsas tab he kiun hota jab waqt kam rah jata hai ..aur phir iss baat ka israr bhi karta hai kah "Khuda nay mujhay seedhhi rah kiu na dhikaii ? " Shayed iski waja ye ho kah  Insaan ka ma'daa Nasyaan say gondha gia hai ..ye wa'daa Jo hum Jismon k iss zamin pay wajood mein anay pahlay ...apnay Rab say kar k aye thay "Wo Ehad e Alast zamin pay atay he bhool jatay hain ?" kiu kah hum Naye Rab bana laitay hain ..Nokri -- ghar -- bachay aur perfect zindagee  hasil kartay kartay burhay ho jatay hain .....tab ehsas hota hai aur murr k dekhnay pay maloom hota hai kah ..."Haye ..........Afsos zindagee to humain guzaaar chuki hai "
 

Muskhil Lamha

Bey Buss

Carly

Dedicated to my friend Jean for the loss of her Daughter Carly 9 yrs ago.

Carly had Edwards Syndrome and she died in her infancy .Jean still misses her and cries for her on daily  basis ..... it breaks my heart to see  ALL such mothers who lose their children and how they  are unable to forget that one child .... May God give them all Sabr ....its a definitely a test from God !

Insomnia

Roz Rah Taktay hain 
 Ajj Neend aye gee


Aur Apni ankhon mein
Rang rang khabon ki
Dheryan sajaye  gee


Khaab kuch Muhabbat kay
kuch teri rifaqat kay


Par humari dunya mein
Mou'jazay nahi hotay


Raat Beet jati hai
Aur hum nahi sotay

Mard ki Pasli

We were having dinner with me and My in laws as they visit us during  summer - Conversations revolved around how women don't do this , that or the other - I said to my father in law - A man  just needs to realize this - Aurat mard ki  pasli say paida hui  hai  --- Aur hazar koshish k baad bhi wo kabhi  seedhi nahi ho sakti  , han usay seedha karnay k chakkar mein usko tora ja sakta hai magar seedha nahi kia ja sakta  - Apna waqt aur energy unhain seedha karnay ki bajaye usko samajhnay aur Muhabat karnay mein laga lein  tou shaid Mardon ki life bhi asaan ho jaye gee.

Unhon ney zore say qahqaha lagaya aur bolay wah ye baat tou hum nay  kabhi sochi he nahi ?

Clarksburg k Homeless Baba Jee

Safaid Darhi aur ghehri neeli ankhon walay ye baba ji  ( shayed late sixties ) mein hongay  apnay bhari backpack k sath mujhay aksar Post office k aas pass nazar atay hain . Wo kabhi gariyon ki taraf dekh rahay hotay hain kabhi ghour say zameen ka Jaiza laitay paye jatay hain  ...Kuch mast malang type  . Mein unkay pass say bohat baar guzar chuki hon -He doesn't seem to look at me at all . Kafi ajib see baat hai kiu kah I am the only “exotic looking female "around here after all !
  I mean kahnay mein kia harj hai :)

Pichlay haftay mujhay Lunch break mein walk karnay ka shouq sawar hua to meinay socha mein iss walk k bahanay kuch  groceries bhi lay Aoon. Mein sabziyan aur phal uthaye wapis aa rahi thee kah meinay Baba jee ko phir post office k bahar khara dekha - wo humaisha ki tarah kisi duur cheez pay nazar jamaye kharay thay.. Aj baat kar k rahon gee  inn say ,  ye irada  dil mein mazboot kia aur unkay nazdeek a kah meinay unsay pucha --- Do you need anything sir ? Jawab aya   "No I don't need anything" baray sakoon say unhon ney apna backpack dosray kandhay pay muntaqil kia aur phir ghour say Zameen ko dekhnay lagay . Agar wo kehtay mujhay bhook lagi hai ya paisay chahyen tou zaroor dey deti. Laikin wo baba Jee to buhat  "dignified " niklay  bolay " I am a homeless person not a beggar , but thank you for your concern " Meinay unhain "No problem " kaha aur chalna shroh kar dia... sath he meinay apni Tashee bhi ki kah " Har Homeless Druggie nahi hota “ --- Laikin  such tou ye  hai  kah  saray Clarksburg  k homeless  -- Baba jee jaisey bhi nahi hotay !

 Ab kabhi guzartay huay wo nazar atay hain tou aik shanasai ki mutual respect wali muskurahat unkay chehray pay nazar zaroor ati hai  Halankah Baba jee buhat "aloof " type hain inn ko mein yad hon buhat bari baat hai  warna wo tou kisi ki taraf Nazar utha kar bhi nahi dekhtay! Aur ye bhi mumkin hai  kah ye sirf meri Khush fehmi ho !

Tammy kay 5 Dollars

Subah k saray 9 k qareeb , Office k kitchen pay mujhay aik tura mura 5 dollar note para mila . Lisa say request ki please aik Mass email kar do office walon ko kah jiskay dollars ghum gaye hon wo a kah uss say ley jaye . Lisa ko panch dollar dey k mujhay sara din khiyal he nahi aya kah us say puchon kisi nay 5 dollar claim kiye hain ya nahi . Lunch break k bad Lisa meray pass ayee aur boli koi nahi aya lainay ye lain apkay 5 dollar. Meinay Lisa say kaha meray nahi hain ye inka kia karon ? Lisa ney he kaha office k charity fund mein daal do. Second break pay mein Charity fund ki secretary Dr.Cindy k pass gayee aur unhain sari kahani bataa k opar apnay pod mein wapis a gaye .


 Thori der baad he taqreeban 3 bajay k qareeb , Humaray office ki mashoor Tammy ayee aur boli " Wo meray panch dollar thay , kapron k sath dhul gaye thay turay muray say thay... Meinay ussay kaha oh wo to meray pass nahi ab Dr.Cindy ko dey diye hain Charity k liye .. tum un say ja kah lay lo - wo kafi upset lag rahi thee. Meinay kaha wo tumhain dey dein gee mein unko phone par bata doongee kah tum apnay 5 dollars lainay a rahi ho. Tammy mashoor nahi  -- balkah shaid badnam kehna chahye kiu kah uska boyfriend drugs k chakkar mein aksar jail ki hawa khanay gia hota hai aur khud Tammy her roz kisi dentist say apnay dant nikalwanay ki appointment  banwaa rahi hoti hai  - Tah kah procedure k bad "pain killers" hasil kar sakay . Ziada logon ka khiyal hai wo kam per "High" hoti hai . Iss ki shahid to mein khud hon kah Tammy jitney daktar badalti hai itnay shaid kapray nahi badalti . Kher -- 15 minute k bad bhi Dr.Cindy k  pas wo nahi gaii apnay 5 dollar lainay to mein uski talash mein nikli . Uski supervisor ney bataya ab wo jaldi chali jati so sawa teen bajay chali gaye thee. Meinay uski supervisor say kaha usko kal yad kara dena us k panch dollar Dr.Cindy k pass anamat hain and wo lay ley.


Monday ko mujay Dr.Cindy milin to mein nay unsay pucha  Tammy apnay 5 dollar lay gaii ? wo kahnay lagain han  wo ayee thee magar 4 dollar ley kar gaii kiukah  aik dollar BJ charity ko  dey gaii thee. Tammy ki iss 1 dollar say mujhay bari sharmindagee hui kiu kah meinay dil he dil mein uska mazaq bhi uraya tha aur socha tha kah ye jhoot bol k paisay mangnay ayee thee .waqai uska aik dollar meray 100 dollars say charity mein barh k he hoga kiu usnay kisi ko dil he dil mein  chore nahi samjha tha  aur na he kisi dekhaway k liye 1$ dollar charity mein dia tha !

AuQaat

Ashfaq Ahmed sahib  Kah gaye hain " Insaan k liye rehnay ki kuch behtareen jaghon mein say aik apni auqaat mein rehna hota hai .Auqaat mein tou wohi reh sakta hai jisay apni Auqaat ka ehsas ho .Humaray Han na tou Zaat ka pata hota hai na auqaat ka - Pata hai tou bus yeh kah ajkal  Michael Kors k Bags aur Tory Burch k jotoon ki "sale" lagi hui hai.


Pehannay ki auqaat ho na ho naam bata kar Impress tou kar he saktay hain .Maria B aur Asim Jofa k kapray to bachpan say pahanti aa rahi hon - Khiyal rahay Bachpan kaha hai Pachpan ( 55 ) nahi .Baat tou Auqaat ki hoti hai -- 55 saal ki umar mein aa kah Auqaat bun gayee hai tou auqaat mein Rehnay  ki kia zaroorat hai ? Defense phase 2 mein na rahain ? Auqaat mein Rehna itna asaan hota tou Humaray samait  sab ki zindagiyan buhat asaan hotin !

FaceBook

When I meet  new people now a days I am always asked if I am on the FaceBook ? I always tell them , No I am not on FB --- Kiu kay mera Apna Face meray Maazi ki aik Open Book hai aur mujhay ye Book dobara parhnay ka koi shouQ nahi !