Fixer Upper

Men always think they have to fix things for women . Some things can't be fixed .... Women are not projects or things that need fixing but That's really hard for men to understand ??


  Women sometimes just need someone there ..... without fixing anything...after all women are not another fixer upper ~ 

Alone & NOT so UnHappy

After a long day at work, I rarely wish to go out or call up friends or meet up with people.... cooking a good meal for dinner for my family while watching a mindless show is enough for me . I dont need others to make me happy I just need myself to make me happy . I am happy just to wind down, take care of my responsibilities, enjoy the things that I am into (without anyone else's approval required), ponder life, and not feel guilty about it.  It's been years in the making, but my phone no longer rings and people don't stop by or call to meet up and that is fine with me.  I just don't take the initiative to meet up with them with any sort of regularity.  How did I get this way?  I figured out how to stop trying to be something I'm not and just be myself.   I love to make people laugh and am open-minded and kind to all the people in general .  Don't necessary hate anyone BUT, I can be very blunt, deep, observant, & snarky. Most importantly I found out , If I mingle with people I can get side tracked and start back biting which is highway to a whole new battle ground nothing good ever comes out of that! I have tried to change, but my thinking usually seems to clash with people.  So I just accept these traits as the way I was made and live life accordingly. I am happy to be alone and minimal human contact is peaceful there are no expectations there are no desires or hopes or obligations.... I feel free at peace and I find comfort in being alone !

Exploded Chair ......

"EXPLODED CHAIR BY JOYCE LIN "

Most of us look like this to the world ? All dismantled inside with smooth but clear exterior that still shows our real flaws??

Fences ...wow !

https://youtu.be/7ZD98nqejCg

PERFUME ---- The story of a Murderer

 Based on Patrick Suskind's novel about a serial killer who hunts victims with his superhuman sense of smell. This movie was brilliant r but I felt sick at the same time watching it strange combination of keep watching and can's watch anymore ...But I watched till the end...I kept trying to think like JeanBaptiste Grenouille's mind--- but couldn't wrap my head around his thinking at all ! One of those movies which will leave a mark on your psyche by leaving you speechless and perturbed at the same time.....But I loved it !

Insaan

Insaan zindagee k jhamailon mein mast ho kah ye bhi bhool jata hai kah uska yahan anay ka maqsad kia tha ... waqt guzar janay ka ehsas tab he kiun hota jab waqt kam rah jata hai ..aur phir iss baat ka israr bhi karta hai kah "Khuda nay mujhay seedhhi rah kiu na dhikaii ? " Shayed iski waja ye ho kah  Insaan ka ma'daa Nasyaan say gondha gia hai ..ye wa'daa Jo hum Jismon k iss zamin pay wajood mein anay pahlay ...apnay Rab say kar k aye thay "Wo Ehad e Alast zamin pay atay he bhool jatay hain ?" kiu kah hum Naye Rab bana laitay hain ..Nokri -- ghar -- bachay aur perfect zindagee  hasil kartay kartay burhay ho jatay hain .....tab ehsas hota hai aur murr k dekhnay pay maloom hota hai kah ..."Haye ..........Afsos zindagee to humain guzaaar chuki hai "
 

Muskhil Lamha